Monday, April 30, 2012

Love


Love
I don’t know anything about love that’s exactly the reason behind writing this post …….. What I feel ….. Don’t take it seriously People fall in love …. ………… ummmm Why does people fall in love? Why it’s not said people rise in love? Wow it’s a wonderful quote! But why I don’t know ………. I ……. I don’t have any words as I am not a writer at all. So I was on love …….. Not in love …….. :D
Thanx to God True love I have faced till now- mother, father, 2 elder brothers, 1 cousin , bua, ummmm…………… After this list I don’t think I find any true love. Ya saying of true love –I remembered once my mother told me a story, when I was very young. Once god was testing true love and it was said that mother’s love is true ….it’s true of all. So he put a mother with her baby in hot sand which can even penetrate through skin. The foot of mother was burning through skin. She cried with her baby in her hand. She gone through all the pain, but at last she kept her baby on the ground. And when it died she stepped on it, as the pain was unbearable. The point is not that it was not true love. It was of course but we love ourselves the most So the question is-Why anyone keeps crying for someone? So why do you love someone who is beautiful or handsome? Why do you bear all of their words which are not accepted? Why don’t you love the inner self of other? You will switch on or (move on ) to the 2nd option if you find it better. Why not switching goes on to someone who is better at heart? You stayed much of time together so you got addicted to her/him. It’s not love it’s addiction. With so many people in this world with so many good hearts you will keep on crying for 1 person…….. Because of 1 addiction! I don’t think its love. It’s just thoughts that are of past. You live in those thoughts of past and keeps on paining yourself. You will always remember the good time spent with her/him. And then you will cry how the things went wrong ….. But rewind …… You are remembering the happy moments when you were happy. It means in subconscious you love the happy moments….. Which signify that you loved yourself, the moments when you were happy, without knowing? But you are addicted of thinking ……and thinking and what to do now.
Simple – replacement of addiction is another addiction. Is to all the feeling I have come across till now. I am 21 years old so I have 21 years of experience+ the experience of others who are around ………. Addiction is most powerful. It can never be deleted but only replaced with one or another addiction. It’s your judgment if it’s good or bad for yourself …… I am saved in this matter as I get rid of addictions on my own will. As something get wrong. It looses the charm in my mind. I just want to live happily and if something is disturbing my mind. I kickoff the thoughts (addiction) and replace it with something else to think. I really start thinking new things. As I am always amazed by nature, world – it’s just like a game. Every day you can meet one wonderful person. But there’s one drawback. My mind is such there’s no come back. If I stop thinking on one subject, it can’t open the doors of my mind again, even if I try. As the charm is lost. Try if you like. It’s good for you. Love to me is currently …………. and it will be forever ……. Because if it’s not forever then why should I call it love…………… my love is below ………… see if you like it …………..
Freedom A bird free to fly is in love with its flight, it’s in subconscious mind, you may asked a caged bird if you don’t believe me.
Silence You can feel peace and silence when you are alone in the lap of nature and surely in love of it.
Small creatures I think the smaller ones are living more happily than us without taking any tension.
Friendship Flying with each without thinking anything and here anything really means anything then only it has got the true thing in it.
He is old and in between the young ones teaching them to smile and have self value.

 Because I think the person who loves him/her self can better love any one else, so we should first love our self, as it's a short life and I haven't experienced any thing that going to happen next.

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